Macenesto :P

She met an accident. Where in, she never knew that while walking the path, she will be damaging her own self to this extent, where she will be harsh at talking. Where, she is unable to cop-up with her own mind and senses. People always find her lost in her own world. The love which she get’s from her friends and the family, she has doubt on it! And the gesture comes from the people along with the concerns and love; she has drawn a line around her so no one is in' to hurt her lowliness’. But what all she tried, just due to the people entity she met an accident with, was almost sick and manipulative mentalities, they could never understand her. She never ever had thought of it before walking down the lane that the path could be so undefined. With no seemliness present in the situation she faced and the words were whispered in her life with a louder kick to her dreams. In on growing part of her life, it had made her stumped of what all she had faced and heard since one year.

All the way walking, she had a slight idea of the things were going messy in some or other way. Probably she was never leading in open atmosphere. But she determinedly and positively did lead the entire situation very honestly. Simultaneously holding to this unconfirmed idea of thought which she was getting in her mind again and again about right and wrong for her own people, which she kept a side for longer time. But every thing has a pop-up to it especially when such kind of tight painful vowel in the life is generating idly as indulge of wrong people and wrong time woofing as a witch, has to burst one day.

And here comes in the time where things started getting cleared to her because for how long one can run his false mind and blood to someone’s mind and veins. Or in simple terms, for how long one can show off his principles…. Moral values…. Positive attitude…these things can not be module as per one humanly mind. They were juried with the birth and rooted deeply after having a clean and steady griming from our parents periphery. But she found all this missing … missing…& missing! All she can see is something created just to show her by them and the conversation was conversed just to be with her for their own crazy reasons, coming out newly with their own created complied seasons of mind and situations. Unfortunately she never found ‘wise’ behavior, getting real with the structure of life or the way of approaching towards own people. Basically she saw the worseness of her entire life she aged in to, till date. Now for a while she also get amazed but at times she keep her spirits high and try to analyze the occupancy of their mind with their own evil actions and thought process they them selves are buffed in, how and from where they can even give a glimpse to this gal's existence, her present and the past she lived and felined.