I welcomed it, with my wide opened arms. Thought my mind was knotted with the thread leading to the back & forth glimpse of the passed away time & the tiredness over flushing in my body, same time chasing in front of my eyes and mind. But slowly as the time closed me in that dimmed colored flicker lighted convention center, I was able to break the thread which generally seems to be strong. Probably it seemed like that, due to my own desire of working up & out till my last breath, to make up something out of my running a siding task of ‘bugging up together’.
But there comes in the time, highly supportive to my mind and the heat in the veins, conversed the solid blood to the liquid and slowly - slowly I felt that my mind is having its own flow of blood in to it. Where the heart pumps & let you know that you are alive! Where you breathe and loose your senses with no unconsciousness added to it, but you are able to see or feel your present. You find that every one is appreciating you and you still have beheld to your own developed principle and ownership which seems, you have taken up for your own living, where you plan to nurture your own life. Planning and rescheduling, every best of you had lived. The final lushes after shredding from entire baggage of your lived up time which you keep in front of you!... it is very heavy to take on like this in your coming ahead times. But probably once you cross over that it automatically changes the time for you. All you can see the reasons and more reasons to move ahead but in all different perspectives and winning solemness. Probably like one, you your self admire and appreciate. Off course not the one to which you stepped on to smash and over board to the newly confined life written your own self.
Here comes in the time giving you a back beating, brings you in back to life. Every one clapping there and cherishing to your own survey and you dance along with the smile, which never lead you back to any dump you had dumped
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