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There are times when you get stuck up with situations and you are unable to understand or make out any conclusion from the situation/ scenarios you are going through. There lies a time when I was confident and walk with dignity. Where there are situation were much simpler than the age of mine or the scenarios I use to pass by. This I am realizing today. Until this day I never use to feel that. I use to call my life a hell and miserably pain full. Every time when ever happiness comes to stay more than a weak or so, I use to think that probably life moving at ease. Things are fine now… and take up a long breath. But the next morning again same critics, non ethical, corrupt, illogical and junk splashes in my ear’s and hit my mind where in I get bogged down. But for how long this will continue? Time… situation… miss understandings… blames… clarifications… instructions… conditions…. Proofs… mine/ yours… Who? Where? Why? Mine… me … yours… you… enough. Now, it is enough of / for/ from everything & everyone. This not a line representing my disappointment but speaks about a study done by my self of Decision making. Which do not come along with time or happens to be with time! This is a juncture where you take actions by making a situation. Pour your mind bundling up the past & present memories. Your own karmas & your own self build up responsibility. A self made identity, desired dream. A desire full life partner. And a confession and a realization made by you to your self. A voice which, is listen by none but by you. The day one listens to it, always seems to be happy and jovially live his or her life. It is position where no one can come and save you. But it is all you have to save your self. There is no one to love you, but the day you start loving your self it would be the wiser to your own existenceJ. One must understand his own shadow. It must be lively and jumping tumbling along with your feet. It should not walk stiff like your brain. If you find your shadow stiff than kindly get in to this process of confession of a soul & mind living and breathing together in a singular territory of body. It will help you out. In brief, we have all solutions to the questions raised by mind. Yes, there is time bringing in happiness, but it is also you to decide on the happiness required for ever or for a while. Don’t risk and put your self in complications. Life is to work hard and live hard not to implement actions called by Sick thoughts of our own mind.