20th NOVEMBER

Today my friends appeared for CAT . that is on 20th November 2005. I can see the frustration in there souls . I can feel the tiredness given to Them by the people . the pain . infect I find a drastic change in them .

They seem to be happy in the morning .
They seem to be lost after giving the test .
They seem to be tired in the evening after realizing their self’s .

Anyways everyone has to come across these situations and sense of seriousness. when an individual agree to his responsibility to look after his /her carrier there are drastic changes , which can be pointed out easily .but from a long time am seeing some thing different . when one talks of fighting with and for life . I do fall in to confusions . what all is that ? for enough time I have been with elder souls , but there I see many different thought process, point of views , there approach .etc . but now I feel that they think too much . they are not from one who enjoys there time with age .

Just for some unknown urge they had missed there lovely present . and now they are busy to solitude again it from the base . and they say we are “losers” .are they really a loser? No I don’t think so . One says yes’ I am happy , the same time they regret with the time and the way they perceived the living at there past . [ I think they are far of with the fact that they are human being , they are the same children who learned things in there own way , Searched the way to enjoy and to succeed in life . how much a child can grasp , can understand ,one do behave that way . And this doesn’t mean they had a wrong way of living it ] a soul makes a mistake when it losses it’s control . things end up with lack of determination and self control .

If they are so smart then they could be someone better . if they are normal and miss handled by there age . it’s just lack of guidance and understanding . when one realizes His “karmas” that is the most important moment one can really look forward with good and positive things of life . all needed is just Self Confidence and a High Determination .


Good de